Thanks for those words that makes my mind clearer than ever now.
Thanks to those who have entered our life to make me realize who you really are.
Thanks to those memories that is always reminding me of the lies and quarrels.
Thanks for leaving me then to make me realized that I could actually lead my life well without you.

Although we are back together, things are not the same anymore. Sometimes, I'll rather stay single cos I know I'm strong enough to live all by myself with my family.

Insomnia pls go away from me~
Fats pls come to me~

I’m tired... really tired... I'm sick of everything that is happening between us. I don't know how long could I still hang on to!!!

alright, I suspect I'm having depression. LOL.

Never mind, everything will be fine........ one day.

Finally.... I'VE GOT MY PAY! :D
increment plus bonus is totally YAYNESS.
I can see hope in my LV. LOL. nono, in my Hong Kong Trip.
WOOHOO! I love working.

On the other hand, I can't seems to make up my mind or rather knowing what I want and how I feel. Girlfriend told me since I have chosen things to go this way, I should not condemn it. I should just give it a try. So ya, I'm really trying very hard! I hope everything will goes smoothly for me, for you, for us! PLEASE.

Some women are just pure bitchy or should I say ignorance?

Obviously they know that the guy is committed, why must they still contact him? And claimed that they are good friends. Sorry to say, no chance of being "good friend" with my boyfriend as long as I'm around and we are still together.

People with common sense should know that they can never be too close with someone who is attached to avoid misunderstanding between the couples and break them up right? The best is to distance yourself away from the party who is attached. It as simple as that. Come on, it's an open fact that everyone knows right? Pls tell me you don't, or are you not sensible enough to think?

There is a limit to everything so please don't force me. I can be very nasty but I know I shouldn't. I should respect my boyfriend and give you the least respect you deserved. And, vice versa.

I hope everything will come to an end as soon as possible.

After struggling for the whole morning, everything seems to be clearer to me.

i'll be strong and brave through this period! yayness!

thank you, thank me, thank them, thank him.

It's a very wonderful experience that i wont regret.

Loving myself once again! (:

我们的故事不能忘
因为我会爱你一生
你的付出我不会忘
因为我会放在心里

what you used to say.
It was so lovely then.

bye love.

我烦恼 太被动并不好
烦恼 太冲动也不好
烦恼 自信在动摇
烦恼烦恼 钻进了牛角

我烦恼 太聪明并不好
烦恼 太愚蠢更不好
烦恼 谁都不明了
烦恼烦恼 太烦恼的苦恼

while others are madly in love, mine is in deep shit!

Its the worst period of my life,

but.............

Everything is going to be alright, i hope.

A brand new day, a brand new life, for us. (:

KaiLin.
24 Dec '87